Hell no…and I don’t think that there is a top I think the possibilities are endless. I had a triggering moment this morning just thinking of the escape I used to feel when I was using. BUT REMEMBER ..that escape is only temporary and the aftermath is horrible. All the belongings I have now will be gone. I don’t have a lot of things left from my dad so that would be a real tragedy.
With that being said I plan to attend a meeting today nothing like complicity. I don’t need to alter my mind anymore than I have. The brain damage I have is astounding. Anyway good day to you all I’m going to a meeting.