I find myself pushing through and loving my husband more and enjoying his company. I almost can not believe I almost 2 years sober but I am. I did a meeting this morning because I don’t want to forget why I don’t use.
Why don’t I use…because I will loose everything I have and end up homeless. Because it’s hurts my family and my kids. I do enjoy being a mom it’s just not all I want to be. Even though we have really been struggling this month but everyday sober is a good day for me. I miss my dad around the holidays. I miss spending Christmas with him.
Merry Christmas 🎅 🎄 ❤ to everyone I hope next year is better than this one.