I am going to take the tax test on Thursday and my depression is just festering why why do I do this to myself
**if I was truly gone would anyone even notice** And that’s on depression setting in
I try to post on my blog at least once a day. It’s like I think I’m gonna be this big influencer someday. When really I don’t even have the confidence to post a video about myself.
My son asked me to show him a picture of his dad and without even thinking I showed him a picture of his dad with his other son. Boy do I feel like an idiot the look on his face was so sad. Why do guys have to be like that just because it didn’tContinue reading “My poor son”
So I tell my husband about the Football Player and what he did to his baby momma and I have to tell you that you never know what goes on behind close doors. My husband’s comment was the video will never hold up in court because your not allowed to record “US” without “OUR” permission…🤔🤔Continue reading “Abusive Football Player….”
You know I want to help the fellow addict and give someone a chance but if I go deep out in a limb for you and buy you food and clothes I expect a thank you. Is that to much to ask just to not act so entitled like I owe it to you ThatContinue reading “Bruh What is going on…”
What is wrong with me why can’t I just do the work. Why do I insist on doing everything thing else but what I really need to be doing like reading my chapters and doing the homework
I forgot to post yesterday I keep procrastinating my tax class Why why do I do that I know I need to do it what is wrong with me
Hell no…and I don’t think that there is a top I think the possibilities are endless. I had a triggering moment this morning just thinking of the escape I used to feel when I was using. BUT REMEMBER ..that escape is only temporary and the aftermath is horrible. All the belongings I have now willContinue reading “Have I reached the top”
I have my friend Matthew here who had a pet cat that him and my husband “forgot” to tell me about and it’s driving me crazy. Scratching it’s nails on my backpack and on the air mattress. Wtf I am so annoyed with the inconvenience.