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Hurt my heart

I haven’t posted in a while I’ve been very busy. But my heart is heavy and missing my daddy today. So I just wanted to post about him and how great he was. I miss his smile his laugh and his wisdom. Miss you daddy

Dumb as him

My husband told me last night that I must be as dumb as my 18 year old son. Well I had just about had enough so I let him have it. He wad not happy he did not like that I told him about himself. My real question is why do men think it’s okContinue reading “Dumb as him”

Old me

Today I saw someone that I used to use with and we are not friends. It scares the shit out of me to see her because I know the falling out we had. But you know what I am 2 years clean and I have worked hard for where I am. So even though sheContinue reading “Old me”

Goodnight

I’m feeling better about myself and feeling more confident. I don’t know where I’ve found this confidence but I like it

Maybe when

Maybe when I am finally as successful as I want to be I’ll be happy 🥺

For Now

For now I am patient… who knows how long that will last. Even though I am happy about my job (got my first checked today all went to bills) anyway. For Now I am putting up with the behavior but I do not like it. I feel very protective over my children to make sureContinue reading “For Now”

New beginnings

I have a new job and it’s nothing like a job I’ve ever had before. How amazing is it that I can be worth more than just a server. Even if other things in my life are not the way I want them to be I am more humble and happy more than I haveContinue reading “New beginnings”

No more

Is there ever gonna be a time when done with the way things are. The constant mental abuse that can only be described one way to what it really is. But if I try to stand up for my self the reprocussions from that are worse. What a powerful hold the narcissist has over you.Continue reading “No more”

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