I really have hated Christmas forever. When I was a kid my mom was gone and my dad always spent all his money on beer. Now I can’t afford it and it just breaks my heart. I wanted to give my kids more than I had but I’ve only been sober 2 years.
I have no money for Christmas. I am taking the tax exam tomorrow and I don’t think I am going to pass it. It seems like no matter what I do I fail. I am never gonna make it in life its so discouraging. Honestly this is why I use because I don’t know howContinue reading “Life Sucks”
**if I was truly gone would anyone even notice** And that’s on depression setting in
I try to post on my blog at least once a day. It’s like I think I’m gonna be this big influencer someday. When really I don’t even have the confidence to post a video about myself.