We don’t believe in reincarnation

Mt husband this morning said to me we don’t believe in reincarnation. What means to say it he doesn’t believe in reincarnation. But of course you could never disagree with him because now your being disrespectful. Honestly I don’t know how I have been with this man for so long. When good things happen itContinue reading “We don’t believe in reincarnation”

Old me

Today I saw someone that I used to use with and we are not friends. It scares the shit out of me to see her because I know the falling out we had. But you know what I am 2 years clean and I have worked hard for where I am. So even though sheContinue reading “Old me”

I hate Christmas

I really have hated Christmas forever. When I was a kid my mom was gone and my dad always spent all his money on beer. Now I can’t afford it and it just breaks my heart. I wanted to give my kids more than I had but I’ve only been sober 2 years.

Christmas Wishlist

I started a wishlist for my kids just thought I’d try. No one has ever bought anything but it doesn’t hurt to try merry Christmas. https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/2OQAQ7U0RBESD?ref_=wl_share

Mental health thought of the day

**if I was truly gone would anyone even notice** And that’s on depression setting in

One Post A Day

I try to commit to one post a day. My dream is to be an influencer or have a nice supportive following, but I lack the confidence to pit myself out there. Where are all the real people?? Everyone I know is or was an addict and I can not talk to those people anymore.Continue reading “One Post A Day”

Migraines

I have the absolute worst head ache today. I’ve been trying to find my friend Matthew the cheapest way to get to Tennessee but I’m not getting a lot of luck. My house is a mess and I’ve got a lot of homework. But I will say this any of these problems is better thanContinue reading “Migraines”

What have I done

My 17 year old son is very cocky and thinks he is better than everyone. He loves to do debate so anything I try to teach him or say turns into an argument. What did I do wrong here…I tried to give him a better life than I had but now it seems like theContinue reading “What have I done”

Riddle Me This

He always right even when hes wrong. Their is not point arguing with him because even if you prove your right…he still thinks your the dumbass. Every decision that is made has to go through him. If you do anything that is out of the norm for him then your weird. There is no smallContinue reading “Riddle Me This”